I always preferred Garbage Time, his car channel. Dude’s hilarious.

Post10 is so wholesome. His enthusiasm for everything he sees and does always makes me feel calm and happy.

Autopilot. That’s what I started calling it for lack of a better term. It’s like my consciousness moves to the back of my skull and I’m watching myself interact with the world as if following a script.

For me it’s derealization/depersonalisation (I always confuse the two) caused by complex trauma. Any social interaction can trigger it so I tend to avoid people now.